When it's coming to year end, I tend to reflect back on the past year what interesting events have happened.

I dare say this year in particular isn't such a smooth-sailing one. With regards to relationship, I reckon this year is the "make it or fuck it" year. Personally this year has been a fuck it year for me and also for some of my close friends.

But one dear friend of mine, Cengie, it has been the best year for her! Congrats Cen.... you are going to be a mother soon!!! Delkin and I have already self-declared to be the Godmother of your baby! Can't wait till June/July 2007 :)

I am happy that certain matters have come to an end. I must add that I do feel a sense of relief. Since the brand new year 2007 is approaching in a couple of months' time, in order to feel more positive, I keep telling myself that it will all be good and definitely looking forward to a brand new start!

I am not sure why is this so but although everything else is going really well for me be it career or studies, I still feel that I am uncertain of what I want or where I am heading. I feel like a robot, everyday I wake up, go work, come home, study, laze around, hang out with friends. Suddenly I have got no goal in my life. It becomes stagnent.

So to make my life more interesting, I have decided to take up Spanish lessons with Lee-lis. I have also planned something for myself. I know it seems like a mission almost impossible to accomplish. I am going to join the gym and get a personal trainer. I am going to be a healthy girl..... And in order to be healthy, besides joining the gym, I am going to quit smoking. Yes... It is certainly a really really tough decision to let go of my "lover" of many many many years. I will with no doubt miss the good times accompanied by my mild seven.



Weather: Weird

Music: Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice

Mood: damn -jc-