Today is one of the most important day of this year.

I called it quits with him and he understands the situation I was in but was unaware of the fact that I was actually falling deeper into this whole relationship. I have been contemplating this action for the past few months but today I am not sure why and what made me do this. It was like any other normal day for us. I went to work and he called me at lunch time and we chatted away. But don't know deep down inside me, I guess I wanted out yet I do not know how to put it into words.

End of the day, I just told him how I felt and I am really really glad that he is such an understanding man and he still managed to put a smile on my face with this msg: U Ok? Crikey what a bummer!

Yep, it's a bummer. All these while he thought that we were both lost albeit in different worlds and I was getting myself entangled.

I don't know what to say now. I still miss him dearly.



Weather: -

Music: Sparks - Coldplay

Mood: torn