Locked Out

Monday, February 20, 2006
Friday night, met Sam in city for coffee then had dinner at aramaks forget the name already... Bibik Chan? isit how u spell it huh sam?
So advice from Sam: Stay in Perth (reason being cost of living is cheaper) and I will try to get a proper job in Syd and if til May I am still holding some casual job then I will move back to Perth til my PR approves.

Saturday... Mj with my hsemates at night til 4am.

So today ahhhh i feel sooooo terribly sorry. Cos my dear housemates were out in the garden weeding and they did not lock the main door. At the same time, dear Yvanna left for church and locked the door behind her.

When I got back home, I felt something strange. My hsemates cars were all in the garage. Their mobile phones were left at home (how I know? cos it rang). Then again I thought they were absent-minded. But just have that kinda weird feel cos one of them will usually drive if they go out together. Yet two cars were parked at home.

30minutes after I got home, I got a call from a friend and asked if I was home. Then he explained that my housemates got locked out of the house.

When they were home, they told me the story:

Poor housemates were wearing their shorts and tees weeding the garden. Then when the trash bag was full, Jerry wanted to go get another. Suddenly the door is locked and he was shouting for my name. Ziyi noticed that my car is gone so told Jerry no point shouting my name. They waited for another 20minutes thinking that I went to take away lunch. 30minutes passed and they decided not to wait for me cos they worst fear was me meeting Sam and Mike for dinner, coffee blahblahblah and by the time I am home will be 10pm.

Dear housemates walked from Como to Lawson Street Bentley in pjs which is a rugged tee and shorts. hahahahaha and their hair uncombed. It was scorching hot today and the distance was about hmmm like Forum Shopping Centre walking to Marina Square. They were so tempted to ask for money from strangers cos they were so thirsty. Rem this: No money, no mobilephone, no nothing and they just walked and walked. Surely cursing away hahahahaaa.....

So they took their chance walked to Shawn's house (Bentley) and luckily Shawn was home. So here comes the networking system. Shawn's mobile by chance has Win's number and thru Win, they contacted Mike to get my number. And when they got home, they looked so relieved and they said: HOME SWEET HOME!

Poor things. They waited for me out in the garden for almost an hour. I felt really bad and it was really lucky tat Shawn was home. I can imagine if Shawn is not home.



Something about Yvanna: So this weekend passed like a breeze. Last week, I was growing more melancholy every hour. It was that bad. Guess that's me, falling into deep depression constantly. Nothing I wanna say about him today. Funny. hahaa...


Weather: Fair, sunny. Tmr 36Degrees, Tuesday 39degrees. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Music: System of A Down - Chop Suey

Mood: Not sure what to describe but definitely positive.
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Deception

Friday, February 17, 2006
It's the weekend again. Once again, my mood is low. I have been feeling melancholic for the past few days. He did meet me on 15th Feb as promised. He did like the pressie I gave him. We did have a talk about me moving to Sydney. He reckons that I will not be able to save and Perth would be a better place.


And I asked him the stupidest question: Do you think I should go to Syd?

I was hoping for the "right" answer but I just got the open-ended answer: It's up 2 u.

Right now, he is heading down south. I rather he not telling me where he is going. Next week school starts and it's going to be busy again. I am already starting to behave like a kuku. Luckily I have a very understanding friend who had late night coffee sessions and advised me that I got to learn to let go. I am crossing the line now with the feelings I have for him. I've always thought that I was cool enough to overcome these overwhelming affections.

Last night I was actually hoping that he can be with me all the time, made me wonder what am I expecting out of this relationship? I am leading myself to a point of deception and it's going nowhere. In all these confusion, I saw a conclusion. I need to move away and keep a clear mind. All these emotion ruling thoughts have clouded my judgements and decisions. Matter of fact, this is not a complicated situation from an outsider's point of view. I feel that way too, just that when I take into consideration my feelings into it, it becomes a tangled web.




Weather: Perfect summer day

Music: Make me pure - Robbie Williams

Mood: In denial
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Requested by Sam

Tuesday, February 14, 2006
1 Birthdate?
26th Nov

2 Place of birth?
Singapore

3 Blood type?
O+

4 Height?
168cm

5 Weight?
50kg

6 Shoe size?
7-7.5

7 Work? Study?
Bumming. Working soon though.

8 Childhood nickname?
Iguana, Banana anything that rhymes with Yvanna

9 Average hours you sleep in a day?
In Sg, 8hours. In Aust 10hours.

10 Time you go to bed?
12midnight (automatic brain switches off)

11 Any siblings?
I wish.

12 Eyesight – short-sighted, long-sighted or perfect?
PURRRfect

13 What languages do you speak?
English, Mandarin, Hard to comprehend Canto, Trying very hard Hokkien

14 What languages would you like to speak?
French (still waiting for Delkin to enrol together with me)

15 Nickname on Messenger?
Blasé ®

16 What do you collect?
memories

17 Model of handphone you are using?
S700i Sony Ericsson

18 What is on your shopping list?
Currently, I want a tote bag. Brand: Still deciding.

19 Favourite t-shirt brand?
after browsing in my wardrobe, 90% fr Witchery.

20 Favourite cut of jeans?
Straight, something that will not accentuate my flat butt!

21 Favourite fashion designer?
Lurve em all!

22 Favourite clothing label?
Witchery vs Country Road

23 Favourite shoe label?
Haven't bought any designer shoes yet. Basically I feel good in will be Fantastic.

24 Favourite bag label?
Loewe

25 Most dominant colour in your wardrobe?
Different shades of brown

26 Most worn-pair of shoes?
Exodus slippers

27 Favourite shampoo?
Malin and Goetz

28 Favourite conditioner?
Loreal Professionel

29 Favourite bath product?
Body Shop's African Spa Salt

30 Favourite facial product?
SKII

31 Favourite cosmetics?
No preferences.

32 Favourite art movement?
Don't know anything about Art.

33 Favourite artist?
Same as Abv.

34 Favourite gallery?
Same as Abv.

35 Favourite cold drink?
Iced Tea

36 Favourite hot drink?
Daily dose of caffaine = Latte/Cappucino

37 Favourite flavour of ice-cream?
Anything with Nuts.

38 Favourite cuisine?
Italian (haaahaaa)

39 Favourite sandwich?
Chicken Caeser Wrapped Sandwich

40 Favourite cake?
To die for: Cheesecake

41 Favourite chocolate?
Not really a fan of chocolate

42 Favourite fast food?
Definitely Australia's Maccas

43 Favourite sushi?
Raw Tuna Sushi

44 Favourite breakfast?
My cappuccino

45 Spaghetti – tomato, cream or pesto sauce?
Cream

46 Beef – rare, medium rare, medium, well-done?
Medium rare

47 Restaurant you frequent most?
Vietnamese Restaurant Trah Vihn along Melbourne Road

48 Best dining experience?
Vivace - ate there many times but 3 times, they billed us for lesser so isn't that brilliant?!


49 Worst dining experience?
When they forgot my order and my friends have all finished with their meals.

50 Favourite book?
Not so critical

51 Favourite movie?
Series? - Overtime

52 Favourite artist writer?
Nobody

53 Favourite actor?
Gotta be George Clooney

54 Favourite actress?
Cate Blanchett

55 Favourite record?
I love music

56 Favourite singer?
Robbie Williams

57 Favourite band?
HAHAHA Take That!

58 Favourite lyrics?
One - U2

59 Favourite TV show?
Sex and The City

60 Favourite newspapers?
Saturday's West

61 Favourite magazine?
Cosmopolitan (Australia)

62 Favourite flower?
Tulips

63 Favourite animal?
Pipi Pipi Pipi and still Pipi

64 Favourite country?
Singapore My Home

65 Favourite street (in your country)?
Lor Liput

66 Favourite street (overseas)?
Marine Parade, Cottesloe, Perth WA

67 Favourite sport?
Swimming

68 Scariest movie?
Every horror film

69 Funniest movie?
Stephen Chow's movies

70 Favourite leisure activity?
Me and my fav book facing the river with my cuppa.

71 Favourite public transport?
Train from Fremantle to City. The view along Cottesloe is unreal!

72 Favourite weather?
First day of spring:)

73 Dream honeymoon destination?
Anywhere that is romantic. Sucker for romance.

74 Computer you use?
HP Pavilion zt3000 laptop

75 Wallpaper on your computer?
None

76 Screen saver on your computer?
Windows

77 How many hours on the internet a day?
>4hours

78 Favourite blog?
FASHION ADDICT DIARY
Celebrity Smack!

79 Favourite news site?
MSN.com

80 Favourite site?
www.ebay.com.au

81 First pet?
Fifi

82 Favourite cartoon from childhood?
Strawberry Shortcake

83 Favourite toy from childhood?
Pound Puppy

84 What makes you smile?
Good memories

85 What makes you cry?
When matters are certainly beyond your control and everything heads downhill.

86 Which celebrity would you like to be?
Courtney Cox

87 What colour would you be if you are a crayon?
White.

88 If you can go back in time, which period would you want to be in?
Primary 5 Honolulu

89 If you can have your own business, what would you venture into?
I will open a flower shop. I will learn Ikebana first and hopefully have my own class. Love the simplicity of Ikebana.

90 What TV program would you like to go on?
Would they want me to spoil their ratings?

91 How satisfied are you with your current situation?
Floating Log. What u reckon?

92 What would you rather be doing if you have a choice?
Doing my CPA and workin for the Big 4s.

93 The most important thing that has happened in your life?
My parents supporting me and sacrificing for me.

94 What do you think you’ll be doing 5 years down the road?
Get my Aust Citizenship and go back Sing working and just be with my folks.

95 Most desired now?
Present, I want to get a job in Perth so I can get the best of both worlds.

96 Biggest worry now?
Decline of PR status.

97 Most unforgettable incident?
Personal.

98 New year resolution?
Quit Smoking!

99 Your motto in life?
Love yourself more.

100 Who do you want to answer “100 Things About Me”?
Cengie K, Delkin Lim, Janet, Peipei, Gladys
posted by Blasé.CeL at 3:09 PM | Full View | 2 Thoughts

Move On Girl

Happy Valentine's Day

Decision: sydney

Date: march 06

What is making me wanting to stay in Perth: friends. comfort zone. i will miss perth a great deal. but after many thoughts, yes i still wanna hang on to good memories when i was a student. I miss those times especially hanging out with good friends like Samantha (isit only her in perth?) and Peiling who is also graduating this summer and will be heading back to Singapore end of Feb. Leaving me with who? And it's also not nice to keep relying on my few friends as they also have their own lives.

Tried applying for jobs in perth but as usual the response is: pls refer back to us when your permanent residency status has been confirmed.

Why Sydney: at least have a job though expenses is definitely higher than Perth. Try out a different place, maybe it's for the better? Everybody seems so sure of their future, but for me, i feel like a floating log.

Something about Yvanna: told him that im leaving for sydney. ahhhhhhhh.... response was : negative but he said its good at least i have a job yet end of conversation he said: can't u get a job in perth? he is part of reason why i am leaving perth.


Weather: I hate summer

Music: Advertising Space - Robbie Williams

Mood: Deceiving is believing
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Mission Impossible

Wednesday, February 08, 2006
When I was in Syd, I promised this friend of mine that I will do an essay for him. Reason being I was paid to do so and secondly, hmmmm he is from Hongkong and he was persuading me to help me because he was struggling understanding English.

After giving much thought and under immense pressure (cos I do not know how to reject) from Ken (that guy), I decided to help him. Then I went home with the reader and question paper, I thought to myself, what the hell is cultural policy and art policy's relation to it? I was suppose to write about the relation between both policies and how did the Australian government's intervention in 1990s affect relationships between cultural managers and art managers!

Disclaimer: I haven't been writing essays for more than 6 months and I am really poor at writing essays.

So every night for the past 5 days I told myself that I need to complete 500 words. It is a 2000 words essay. And currently, I am short of 600 words. Today I need to finish it. And never will I accept another offer of helping others do their essay!

Recently there has been lotsa ups and downs in my life. Deb told me that she couldn't move in together with me due to her personal problems and I had spoken to my current housemates see if they wanna extend their lease with this place and it will benefit all of us. On the other hand I was also planning if my hsemates want to move to some other places, prolly I will stay temp in Matt's place and decide from there if I can move in to stay with Sam and Mike. Hate it whenever I cannot have control over matters.

There's a song that goes like this: Always look on the bright side of life....
Yes I am! Dad is buying a car for me! I LURVE MY PARENTS! heheheheee..... Cos it's much cost savings compared to renting the car as I am not sure when my PR will be approved. The previous time I rented, 500 for like 8 days. I am going to stay here for more than 6 months, so do the math yourself!

Good Friends of Yvanna

Friends Whom I miss dearly.








And Not Forgetting My Dearest PIPI!!!!!





Another mission impossible is one of my new year's resolutions.



Something about Yvanna: He called me at like 8am when I got back from Sydney. MIA-ed for 4days after giving him endless excuses for not meeting him. So few days ago, he called me again. Wanted to know where I am staying and was chatting up. Alright he did come and visit me in the end cos he was on the way to school and just dropped by to pass me some stuff. Yes, I missed him lots and I have been trying very hard for the past month to suppress my feelings towards him. And all the hard work subduing kinda gone to waste. Yet this time when I see him, the feel is different from all previous times. Hmmm.... not sure why is this so.





Weather: Blue Skies and Swan River is Amazing!!!

Music: The Reason - Hoobastank

Mood: Stomach cramp, tired, sore neck = grouchy
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Home Sweet Home

Thursday, February 02, 2006
I got back to Perth last night? hey isn't last night. The night before. Yesterday spent the whole day shopping for bedsheets and other necessities. Was rather feeling quite different and I have to admit that I definitely missed Sydney a great deal.



Dinner at Eugene's



Group Pic





Gladys and Me!






Night out to Harbour Bridge




Hot hot day 01.01.06 (40 Degrees at 8pm)



Yummy pancakes at The Rocks!




I think Fatboy is very bored! Chinese New Year's Eve



The long car ride to Silverwater to meet Robin. That's Rachel.



Hog's Breath at think its Castle something suburb with Robin, Fatboy and Rach.



First time in my life I saw fire crackers.



Goodbye Sydney, Hello Perth!


Definitely am planning to go back Sydney end of March but will see how it goes. Although Perth and Sydney are part of Australia, it just feels as though I have been in two different countries.

Today just went to register for the STUPID ENGLISH IELTS TEST. Damn ching chong come and spoil market. And the blurdee test is on 22nd of June. I was still planning to go back to Singapore that time?! Hurhurr.....

Now just have to finish some essay that I have promised someone to do and I am so over Assignments oreadi. Just regretting the promise I have made. haha...

Something abt Yvanna: First complaint by him: You are in Aust for almost 2 months and I have only seen you once. You are impossible. When? Where? How? are we going to meet?

Response: (laughing) too many questions, so little time huh!

Don't know why I keep running away. I want to meet him yet don't know why I am afraid. He got so fedup til he told me to give him a call when i wanna see him. Am I pushing him to the limit?

Fuck it, going to call him now.



Weather: beautiful summer

Music: Yesterday - John Lennon

Mood: sleepy
posted by Blasé.CeL at 2:47 PM | Full View | 2 Thoughts

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