Happy Valentine's Day

Decision: sydney

Date: march 06

What is making me wanting to stay in Perth: friends. comfort zone. i will miss perth a great deal. but after many thoughts, yes i still wanna hang on to good memories when i was a student. I miss those times especially hanging out with good friends like Samantha (isit only her in perth?) and Peiling who is also graduating this summer and will be heading back to Singapore end of Feb. Leaving me with who? And it's also not nice to keep relying on my few friends as they also have their own lives.

Tried applying for jobs in perth but as usual the response is: pls refer back to us when your permanent residency status has been confirmed.

Why Sydney: at least have a job though expenses is definitely higher than Perth. Try out a different place, maybe it's for the better? Everybody seems so sure of their future, but for me, i feel like a floating log.

Something about Yvanna: told him that im leaving for sydney. ahhhhhhhh.... response was : negative but he said its good at least i have a job yet end of conversation he said: can't u get a job in perth? he is part of reason why i am leaving perth.


Weather: I hate summer

Music: Advertising Space - Robbie Williams

Mood: Deceiving is believing